"But, you know, God, you make a decision about your life when you're 25 years old and then you fast forward 15 years later and you think, God, was that really the life decision that's, like, a good life decision for the rest of your life? Then you're just, like, "I don't know.""
You wanna blame somebody? Blame yourself. "I'm not even supposed to be here today." Nobody twisted your arm to be here today. You're here of your own volition.