"I would get this feeling like I'm floating outside of my body, looking down at myself, and I hate what I see, how I'm acting, the way I sound..." as far as depression goes, that part was pretty accurate
I don't even like me. I get to very quiet and very still. And I say to myself - Everyone in the world is as miserable and empty as I am. There's just better pretending. Too cool to have any friend, maybe just nobody likes you. Best Asian Supporting Role for now.