in all these years, I have never shed a tear for her. Instead, I write about her. Bringing her back to life, over and over. Trying to understand her. Or perhaps to punish her, or just to remember, to feel, to accept, to forgive, to love
At a acertain point, he senses that she's not really there. That's the moment when they decide to separate. And from then on, she wants to win him back. It's precisely at that moment that she falls in love with him.