I don't know how but I just get it, probably because I've pissed off people I respected but I wasn't adult enough to face it, unlike Tracy and Brooke. Plus I've always been trying to find people I can look up to. Did remind me of Woody Allen's Blue Jasmine for a bit.
F**k!! What I would give to be 18 again! 这才是18岁呀,我18岁在干嘛人家大学第一个学期过的比我整个四年都精彩... 我已经成了电影台词了“my youth had died and I was just dragging around the decaying carcass”.