My biggest obstacle is I don't know who I am. I grope blindly. If anyone loves me as I am I may dare at last to look at myself. /I can't find the right words. /It's a world of liberated feelings. 人是一个庞大的生物一种不可思议的思想一个人包含着所有从最高到最低一切同时并存真实并不只是我们迟钝的感官所感受到的而是彼此内外之间真实连结的涌动只有恐惧和自以为是才会相信局限思想或情感并不存在任何限制焦虑才会设限/A sense of reality is a matter of talent. Most people lack that talent and maybe it's just as well./ Transcendence to unlimited reality
4.5猛鬼追魂真的大大超出預期了以為是那種普通色調唯美畫面好看的coming of age青澀電影結果把女性童年到青春期的痛拍得很細膩青少年眼裡的權威自己也想不清原因的偷竊政治和女權的甦醒以及法國那時候竟這麼政治壓抑學校過分到本東亞女都可以共情了(另外法國初中生就會欣賞Resnais的Muriel了我看著還不太懂TT)